Sick and Guilty

I've had a cough for several days and over the weekend it got a lot worse. I was able to start an antibiotic yesterday, but the medicine is making me sick.

I left Awana early last night.

I canceled my morning routine with Little M this morning.

I had to cancel my plans of taking my niece, Evie, to Gym&Swim today.

I also canceled the plans to watch Little M this evening.

I let our worship pastor know that I probably won't be at choir practice tonight (only 3 more rehearsals until the cantata!).



... and now I feel guilty... sick and guilty.



I let my kids down at Awana last night when I left early.

I am pretty sure I let Little M's mom down this morning and this afternoon/evening too. (She's not returning my phone calls which leaves an unsettled feeling for me.)

I let my sister down, who had hoped to get things done at home.

I let my dad down, who had not planned to watch my nieces since my sister would be home.

And I let our worship pastor down, because he is stressing out about getting in these last few rehearsals and having everybody there for them.




As if feeling sick wasn't bad enough... I feel guilty on top of it.