It's Going to be One of THOSE Days

I went to bed feeling sad and sorry for myself last night.

Jeff and I watched "Four Christmases" and for those of you that haven't seen it, the couple wants nothing to do with babies, but then she changes her mind and he soon follows... then to have one of their own. Anyway... of course it made me want my baby, like, well... RIGHT NOW!
(That was what my feeling sad and sorry for myself was all about... more on that later... maybe.)

I woke up grouchy... I HAD to... he had to get to work. (LOL) No really- we BOTH woke up grouchy. Jeffrey didn't want to go face the cold. And I didn't want to face my (somewhat busy) day today.

...and I'm still tired...

My quiet time with God was lame. I think it was more out of "obligation" or "routine" than it was heartfelt. I'm sorry, God. Maybe when I work on this attitude I can come back and do it over. I hope so.

Then, the grandest issue of them all (which inspired me to blog this whole thing anyway)... I was getting some lunch (breakfast/lunch/brunch, whatever...) ready for myself and what do I see? A WHOLE chicken breast and potatoes sitting in the crock pot... left over from yesterday. No, the crock pot wasn't still on. Why would you ask such a silly question? I never leave things like that plugged in!

I cannot believe that I wasted all that food!!! I feel so sad. I'm a waster. I'm a food waster! I'm a baby wanting, quiet time abandoning, food waster.

...I was going to use that chicken for soup as Molly so sweetly suggested in my Soup post.

Ugh.