New Music and Friday's Plan

I feel a little guilty...

Aunt Jenny just commented about how much she enjoys listening to my playlist, and then I up and change it. My new playlist has been in the works for awhile, so please don't take it personally... (I'm glad people enjoy my music, though!)

This new list? Well, God's really been knocking on my heart's door for all kinds of reasons. Sometimes these health problems can get to me and sometimes I feel helpless and alone. Other times I question God and what His plan really is for me. So often times one of these songs will pop into my head. I call them my "God Songs" because I think He's putting them there. :)

Please take a moment a to listen. I think you'll like more of it than you usually do (a-hem, Daddy... wink wink).




On another note- please be praying for me this Friday. I'll be going into Children's with Mom and Jeffrey. I'm the only one, though, having anything done to them. (Seriously, you'd think by now they'd want to run tests on somebody else!!!) Just a little stupid Sarah humor. Anyway; I'm having a heart catherization done. Look it up, because I can't explain it well. (LOL!) Basically (and anybody correct me if I'm wrong...) they will send a scope through an artery in my leg... all the way up to my heart. They want to see the function of the lower section of my heart as well as where the heart pumps into the stomach. They wonder if heart failure might be a cause for the fluid in my abdomen. You know, as if cirrhosis wouldn't be reason enough!?! Just teasing. I'm trying to make this entire thing as carefree as I can. And sometimes that means I make dumb jokes. I'm nervous for the procedure itself and for healing afterward. But I don't know if I'm really nervous about the results. (Should I be?)